Aishiteruze Baby Wallpaper: Fear of Darkness and Isolation

Youko Maki, TMS Entertainment, Aishiteruze Baby, Miki Sakashita Wallpaper
Youko Maki Mangaka TMS Entertainment Studio Aishiteruze Baby Series Miki Sakashita Character

1280x960 Wallpaper

Artist Comment

I can't let it consume me. I can't let it use me. But why do I feel I should stop fighting and let it take me?
No more blood, I will be there for you my love.
I will stand by your side.
The world has forsaken my girl.

Should have seen it would be this way.
Should have known from the start what she's up to.
When you've loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose.

She's fading away, away from this world.
Drifting like a feather she's not like the other girls.
She lives in the clouds and talks to the birds.
Hopeless little one she's not like the other girls I know.

~Rasmus - Not Like the Other Girls

WARNiNG: please do not go and kill yourself after seeing this wall in full version or in any way hurt yourself. seriously.

i imagine that i'd loose more friends after doing walls like these. :(
looking at all the walls in the aishiteruze baby section, this ruined the poppy-bubbly theme of the series. o_0

anyways... depressing isn't it? this is what happens when you have Abingdon Boys school - Nervous Breakdown on constant repeat on winamp. it's kind of upsetting if you ever hear the song. it makes you wanna cringe in the corner of your room and cover your ears hoping that all that happens to pass. that's basically me during thunder storms. you might say aww, but i saw make it stop. the rumbling noise from nowhere scares me. that and balloons popping. ooh i hate it. X-O

back to the wall, if you haven't guessed, it's miki curled up in fetal position. if you haven't read or watched the series, miki is one hell of a character. she basically is one crazy chic. she breaks a pocket knife where ever she goes and throws it at her father when a five year old is present. she's great. :\ but character development wise, she's interesting.

this wall sort of plays on the concept of manipulation and fear [like the introduction i presented before. from what i understood [by reading the manga] she's a character that bases her actions by her emotions. for pete's sake, she calls the bruises on her arm "will power". so i thought of one of those times where i you would cringe and curl in fetal position. and i thought of one word: fear.
if i talk or type rather in circles, you could ignore me... :sweat:

the sprawling curved vetored lines is supposed to represent the darkness or the likeness of evil. you know, it's like one of those times where you wish you would shrink so small so that whatever it is could not touch you. hence the words "dont touch me" come into play.

][layers][ 25+
][music][ Abingdon Boys School - NERVOUS BREAKDOWN [but i think he meant "nerves breakdown"] || Offspring - Hit That || Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody || Fugees - Bohemian Rhapsody || Rasmus - Not Like the Other Girls ||
][timing][ 14 hours i think. on and off. look a lot of time vectoring miki. it's hard to vector something that started out to be approximately 100 px by 200 px...

please enjoy the wall and heed the warning... :x ... the wall really does personally makes me depressed.

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  1. Sakura-Dust Oct 14, 2007

    Omg, I've never thought a sappy anime like Aishiteruze Baby can look so great in goth! Miki-chan was indeed a tragic character, but she made it in the end... Great wallpaper, expresses a lot of sadness and despair, an unique and nice idea!

  2. NadesicoKitty Oct 27, 2008

    what a cool idea

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