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PERMISSION
lately this has become a problem.
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HAPPY [REALLY BELATED] BIRTHDAY OMONE
and also for her lovely A to Z (without Q) Vector Series: R
holy shit i am [partially] alive OX. i'm really sorry i havent been around, but i dont know how much i will be
around in the next few weeks so, again apologies in advance i love you all!
i've never had such a hard time with a wall. lol not that anyone is wondering but i was gone because i've been
busy/have had no motivation for walling. i had a lot of trouble with the vision for this one, but i really wanted to
finally make something that stayed pretty true to the original intent. hence, the really long time agonizing and being
unmotivated. well, that and i've been partying maybe a little too much (<3 berlin)
so this wall has alot of significance for me. to me she is being reborn. the lotus flower symbolizes rebirth and
transformation, and the title references to the water of life or whatever you call it (im really friggin tired right
now). and in the process i've really been trying to branch out and become the person i used to be last year.
i've been through some stupidly meaningless ruts this year, but i guess that's the truth of life in general.
but i think that in the time i've been away i have discovered alot more about what i want out of life :D--well
we'll see how long this attitude lasts, hopefully past exams!
hmm long description that doesnt really have to do with the process, but i think the result is pretty simple so most
people could make this anyways OX
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vector #69 | red garden
layers: 142 // 101mb
time: i dont know anymore.. i've been working on this for forever
scan thanks to: bouinbouin
hardest part: composition of the bg
easiest part: outlines [?]
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alternate res & textless at AP -- only because im being super nice :D
PNG
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special special thanks to kit-chan, berry
<3, and hikari for encouraging me to wall again
=]
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edit | wow highlighted at vector wallers and celestial luminesse -- god i'm so honored :D :D