Mobile Suit Gundam SEED Wallpaper: Tears of Hope

Sunrise (Studio), Mobile Suit Gundam SEED, Cagalli Yula Athha Wallpaper

1024x768 Wallpaper

Artist Comment

This wallpaper was inspired by my sadness I experienced yesterday. Yes, I know it was Friday the 13th, but I couldn't help it I felt in so much pain. Having to deal with my culture's expectations and especially my family. I was stressing about how much I feared of what was going to happen very soon in the future that I brusted into tears. All I thought was making a wallpaper to express my sorrow and so I did.

My Dad never let's me cry, but I cannot help it. It relieves and express how much pain I always go through being the middle sister feeling inbetween or cloest to 1st everytime. Tears gave me hope and I always looked up to the sky daydreaming most of the time.

I always love school and espeically more than home, but I have to always keep my sadness to myself even though I want to tell my friends about it.

I hope that this wallpaper will help you understand more about me and what I went through exactly 24 hours ago. After finishing this wallpaper I feel better now. :)

Inspried: My sadness and fears of the future
Started: 4/13 - 4/14
Layers: 20
Hours: 9
Credits: Will try to find the user who scanned and posted it on MT. ^_^'
Note: I didn't want to vector Cagalli, but it ended up I did because I wanted to show how much effort I up into this and the extraction looked ugly.
- The wallpaper I realized looks similar as Kitten's recent wallpaper she made. Hope she doesn't mind it looks almost the same. ^_^'
- I don't mind the critiques because I kind of was sloppy making the vector since I was crying so much. :sweat:

I feel bad that I was sad because my friend's birthday is today so I'll give a shout out to him because he was the first friend I made in high shcool then later I met everyone else because of him. :)

Happy 15th Birthday Nathan!

[Edit] - I was about to change the wallpaper, but it turns out teh PSD file I saved for it was deleted in the recycle bin. I accidentally took the 2 Cagalli vectors from the bin and deleted everything from it to have some space left. :sweat: So sorry, but I can't do anything to this wallpaper or even have proof. I only have the Cagalli vector PSD file saved. ^_^' Again sorry for that. Though thank you to my friends entity1660, Maplerose, and gaara-no-shukaku for pointing out what needs changes or deletions. ;)

Another would be thanks for everyone's concern when they read my description or even if you tried. >_< It made me feel noticed. I love you all! XD

My Groups
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kira-and-lacus-in-love mikos-moon-flower paint-o-rama sakura--cb
songstress-reverie the-pink-princess the-princess-of-orb the-red-knight

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  1. inREVERIEforever Apr 15, 2007

    Wow, it's a very inspirational wallpaper.
    Beautiful vector, but some parts of the outline can be better, but it's still very well done. And the background is splendid. Very nice.

    I'm glad you're feeling better after making this wall. It's always feels great to express your feelings. :)

  2. saki-xan Apr 15, 2007

    Mmm. it seems to me already to have seen this bottom, I believe that it was used in a TORI, it seems to me that here, work was given to him mas and mas effort, I am charmed with the quality, wallpaper used for a birthday? That good option, this deserves a few big Congratulations, to the person of birthday, and to his work

  3. entity1660 Apr 15, 2007

    Oh nuuuuuuuuuu....Moon-chan is sad? =( We must make her happy with a present. And I have just the thing in mind. =D

    I don't think the outline is that bad, it's just jagged, that's all. =3 And the background fits nicely, although one rainbow was sufficient. But I love it anyways. <3

    Me found the link: C 4 4 2 2 2 by thingperson

  4. Kitaan Retired Moderator Apr 15, 2007

    Aww I don't mind at all! ^^

    Like Entity said it's jagged and stuff, and
    I dun really have a thing for Cagalli~ >..>

    But I love the sky and stuff, great bg~ lighting
    and the rainbow make it look awesome <33

    Cheer up Moon-chan~ We love you <3

  5. JCzala Apr 15, 2007

    The outlines are quite jagged but the overall vector work is still good. Love the background. This wallie really brings out your emotions. So in-depth. Good job. Hope you're okay now... :)

  6. Sinever Apr 15, 2007

    nice wallie
    I like the concept & the bg looks great
    its bad that the inspirtion came out of sadness

  7. yui20 Apr 15, 2007

    Dun be sad ~ Everything has a good side ^^
    Take it easy ... well, in fact, I am kinda same w u ... I always keep everything myself .. I wont tell ppl about wht my feeling is ...
    Sometimes, really just like u ... although my mum also saw me cry be4, I couldnt explain y I would cry ^_^'
    Perhaps it's somethg I really upset of .. but I really dunno wht was it ~
    Anyway, cheer up :)

  8. ASH-Hikari Apr 16, 2007

    Aw, Moon-chan! I don't want you to be sad....although I can relate in a way to how you feel. I don't know what exactly made you so sad but from what I read it sounds so similar to me...anyways the wall that came from your sadness is beautiful! I love that pic of Cagalli-chan and I love the way you cropped it. I think the colour is wonderful too, and don't worry if a few of the lines are jagged. Anyways I hope you can find happiness soon ^_^. It's something that we're all searching for.

  9. rubenz Apr 16, 2007

    Kyaa Moonscape san, its really pretty, the bg suit Cagalli the best and the vector is great xD

    Instant Fav :D

  10. MapleRose Retired Moderator Apr 17, 2007

    aww, I hope you feel better.. I kinda know how you feel... I'm scared of the future too >__<

    anyway nice wallpaper ^__^ I like the warm colours, and the slight texture in the background. Nice vector, but I think the lines might be jagged because you resized it?

    though I think the text looks a bit weird straight like that.. I think you should either take it out completely, or have it curve around kinda following the rainbow?

  11. gaara-no-shukaku Apr 18, 2007

    I like how the vector turned out, although you've been in all the sadness thing. It's a bit jagged, but nonetheless, the colouring is pretty impressive.
    Yeah, I like the texturey background. Watching multiple rainbows is kinda weird, especially when it comes to scenic wall. And also, I don't think birds brushes work well here, since they're semi-transparent, they slightly gave un-lively impression. But anyhow, I love the sparkling tears. ^__^

  12. Faqir Feb 27, 2008

    I liked the tears. ^^

  13. ImyImy Mar 04, 2009


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