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All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
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What started as a fanart for One Tree Hill eventually ended up in my PhotoShop
canvass for walling. And in a way, I am not disappointed. And I truly enjoyed making this wallpaper. :)
I drew Peyton and Jake from One tree Hill anime style.. lol, or at least I based my character on them. I have always enjoyed the series, but most of all, Peyton's character has grown so much on me. She is a character of greatness, a person with good grades and gets A's in all subjects, she's also an artist and is fond of music quite much too. She also likes to listen to rock and is pretty much influenced by it in her art as well. But with all this, you'd probably ask if she's happy.
It is both yes and no.
Her bittersweet lovelife with Jake has caused her the happiest moments of her life, and probably at the same time, the worst kind of tragedy to be experienced. It was indeed, an emotional torture, for both of them. I need not expound on that now, but rather, I wanna focus on the entire theme of this wallpaper.
There are two tragedies life can give you. One is to lose your heart's desire, while the other is to gain it
this is a quote from the show which pretty much explains (or rather the author's interpretation) love. But in certain cases, I beg to differ. Sometimes along the way we stumble ourselves to situations that would completely test our character as a person, as a human being. Once we lose ourselves at that point, we'd have two options. We can either remember the person whom we used to be and become the person we would want to be.. or we could lose ourselves completely. It's a matter of choice and our decisions in life is what keeps us going despite the harsh odds life gives and restraints unto us. Funny because sometimes, some problems in life aren't meant to be solved. they are just to be accepted and dealt with and all you have to do is to believe and continue living. Because once you've found how much life means so much to you, you just go out there and live it. And sometimes, the hardest part of this is letting go of the people whom you have loved most.
All my personal wishes came true this year. At seventeen, I got a job already. I have passed all my College entrance test, and at the same time, I enjoyed so much what this year had to offer. My first party with real people. One of the very first times I opened up to so many. And many more first time experiences I can't seem to count anymore. Like they say, highschool is very much the best year you'll have.
But the very thing that really got my attention in all this was love. the first time after a long time of 2 years of waiting to actually have real close friends. I'm talking about friends whom I can completely open myself into and not let anything hinder me from doing so. Friends who despite my shortcomings and probably my rough exterior have accepted me completely and welcomed me as a whole. Friends in the very essence of it, are just the people whom I have endeared most.
they say Love comes in with tragedy. Risks are involved when you opt for such. Sometimes, people close themselves to loving others because things like these, things you can't have any control over, can hurt you. But I'd choose love still. I chose to love still because it is a genuine feeling that can only be discovered by those who accept it. It is a genuine truth that opens itself completely to those who care for it and harness it gently.
And if love comes together with pain, then bring on the tragedy.
Because when real love is found, I wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world.
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