Don't be so hard on yourself. It's so different --- very refreshing. Pushing your own boundaries and being brave enough to submit something that most would not appreciate is impressive. I rather like all the little touches here and there, as well. Not to mention, it's kinda matrix-y! ^_^'
Definite fav, Kara! ^^
And thanks so much for the plug. I'm truly honored you would think of it as 'beautiful'... :)